Transcribed and Donated by Leslie Howard Strawn
Seventy-one, and of course in my dotage!
Some thoughts on my seventy-second birthday. This morning, eer yet
I arose from my bed,
My children, dear children,
Came into my head.
And I thought it might be
Some amusement for you
To mark my arrival
At seventy and two.
My health is quite good
For one of my age,
And in some employment
Again, I engage.
Pieced twenty-six covers
In about the last year,
Tied fourteen in comforts,
And some of them here.
And six I did quilt,
With help but at two,
And they are all here
To divide among you.
And twenty-eight horse nets
This year I have made,
To protect the good horses
In sun and in shade.
And five pairs of stockings
Likewise I have knit,
And made me four dresses,
And well they do fit.
For ladies fine chairs
Eight tidies I knit,
Eight covers for cushions,
For ladies to sit.
And within the last week
I pieced covers four,
Cut eight pounds of rags
To carpet the floor.
This outburst of bragging
Forgivebe so kind,
Because Im so feeble
In body and mind.
With my eyes I have suffered
Five long years and oer,
And torturing operations,
But still my eyes are sore.
So much extreme suffering,
My strength has destroyed
Old age, care and sorrow
My mind hath impaired.
What few fleeting moments
Remain for me here,
O, May they be spent
In thy favor and fear!
That when death overtakes me,
Its close upon my track
I may lie down in peace,
Not with sorrow, look back.
Oh! Jesus, prepare me
For some humble place,
A low seat where I may
But see thy bright face.
When through the bright valley
And show of death,
I am called to pass,
And resigneth my breath,
Oh! Jesus, be with me,
And grant me thy grace,
To comfort and cheer me
In deaths cold embrace.
O! Do not forsake me,
But lead me safe through
To the Golden City,
Jerusalem anew.
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In lonesome blindness, thinking of my past life,
In the fall of fourteen I
One morning left my home,
And sat out for Pennsylvania,
On horseback all alone.
To leave two little sons,
And travel day by day,
And go three hundred miles,
Seemed rather a long way.
I was crying in the morning,
Cried when I went away,
And still I kept a crying
The most part of that day.
When I got on horseback
He handed up my child,
And walked with me down the lane,
Talking kind and mild,
And when his father took him,
He looked me in the face,
And cried out, Mamma, Mamma,
With such an anxious grace.
It seemed to thrill my soul,
First words he ever spoke,
Then be compelled to leave him,
My heart it almost broke.
To see his earnest anguish
Seemed more than I could bear,
To God, I did commend him,
In earnest, fervent prayer.
I had arranged my business
That journey then to take,
All needful preparation
I had striven to make.
I had engaged a trusty woman,
Of my children to take care,
To keep my house in order,
My things in good repair.
I felt I needed fortitude
To tear myself away,
Some feeling my incompetence
To travel day by day.
The oldest son was four years old
And could ask for all hed need,
And I could leave him awhile, I felt,
So now that the rest agreed.
The younger, nineteen months
And never spoke before,
And then to go and leave him,
It made my heart ache sore.
So I went off a crying,
And traveled all that day,
Till I came to Dr. Austins
And there that night did stay.
When I got to the doctors
Of course I told my friend
What a day of trial
And sorrow I did spend.
She heard my tale of sadness
And saw my flowing tears,
And then expressed her sorrow,
And for my safety felt some fears.
She said, If you must go fretting
And crying all the way,
Youd best go back tomorrow
And with your children stay.
Remember that your children
Are ever in Gods care,
And youre but poor protection
Even when you are there.
And since you have started
And have thought it for the best,
Go on and do your business,
And set your heart at rest.
I saw her advice was good,
And knew that she was right,
And I strove to take her counsel,
And that, with all my might.
I strove to give up my children
And leave them in Gods care,
That he might protect them
Was my daily prayer.
Then I felt more cheerful,
Set the trip before my eyes,
I traveled till it was late,
And early still did rise.
The mare that I rode on,
Hard at work had been,
A plowing corn and hauling grain,
And was rather thin.
But after I came home,
And neighbor then did say,
This mares worth twenty dollars more
Then when she went away.
When I was feeling cheerful
And thought that I could go,
In the night missed my door
And tumbled down below.
I found I was some hurt,
But traveled on next day,
And still kept on my journey
And the fall made no delay.
I went to see my parents, too,
And did on horseback ride,
And in four days from that time
Got to my mothers side.
I went to see his parents
Likewise, as well as mine,
And then got safely home
About the appointed time.
Still those two little sons
At home, when I went away,
Were constantly on my mind,
Almost both night and day.
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